Tuesday, October 30, 2007

YAY-ness!!!!

I GOT THE PLACEMENT!!!!!!!! AAAAAHHHHH!!!! OMG!!!!! AAAAHHH!!! hahahhahahahahahah! yes.. this is the mad result of 5 days of worrying like mad!!! both surpressed worry and obviously shown worry..... OMG!!!!! It's in Essence Communications with Swei, Kerry and Audrey!!! YAYness!!!! ahahahahha! and AUDREY can DRIVE!! she said she can pick me and send me home!! omg omg!! things are working out so so well!!!! Aud, I will contribute in ptrol money and parking money if only you'll be such a wonderful darling to send me and pick me.. :D

Oh.. the main reason for this post.... It is during these stressful times that you know who your true friends are..... Audrey kept calling to check up on whether I got an internship placement or not since friday, and worried together with me.... so did Jacqkie, and Shaneil.... Thank you papa, mama and mei mei for praying for me.... thank you Flora for that unspoken assurance, and comfort... the simplest yet most meaningful thing, linking your arm into mine because you knew i was tired with worry...Thank you my dearest friends....My dearest family....







I realised after my family visit over the weekend just how much i actually missed them... how much I miss home... but it was wonderful that they came.. the good food, company and they had a meal with my boyfriend! thank God finally they have accepted him... now I get to be less worried....

I love my boyfriend's family!!!! Kyara who's like a little monkey but once she falls asleep.. oh gosh... the little angel... especially if she falls asleep against your chest, and in your arms...being able to hug her and rock her gently to sleep..I cant even begin to express how much I loved it! Then there's Uncle Diljit, the 'Singaporean driver' who is so amusingly sarcastic you just have to laugh and join in the sarcasm... then there's beautiful Aunt Leslie, with her wonderful smiling and caring eyes and the ability to make you feel accepted with her caring motherly voice and her everready panadols in her bag! hahah!

Then there's Mei-Yin who puts shoes in her handbag so that she's not too noticed as she sneaks her family out of the hall in the middle of the wedding reception... Mike and his ideas and plans of setting up a company, and trying to decide on company names, but getting almost no where with the rest of us adding in names like R2D2, and R3, and M&M or something like that....hahaha! and his dedication to feeding baby Nicholas, the most beautiful and expressive baby i have ever seen!!! Yer!!! so adorable you wanna *geram* him...





Then there's Uncle Dennis with whom I have not met who gives Shaneil the coolest birthday presents! HAHAHHAHA!


Then there's Pei, who's Pei. Such a beautiful person... so impacting, so serious but fun... so there for you when you need her....protective.... so lovable and missable.... I love her lah...

Then there's Shaneil who says the weirdest and cutest things when he's asleep....and does the sweetest things all the time, completing me in places i lack... assuring me.. being my best friend...my life's companion....

YAY-ness... :D

Friday, October 19, 2007

Constructive Criticism.

Constructive Criticism - you know..... when you actually TACTFULLY critisize to help someone so that they can improve....with the pure intention of HELPING the person, not tearing him or her down...yeah....

Don't find this practised much in Malaysia actually.... everyone always seems to be at each others throats or critisizing to put others down so that they themselves can look good... feeling proud at the miserable state they put someone in, without caring about how terrible the other person feels....and the worst part... it was done intentionally.... terrible...

It is soooo not cool ok. It's actually very mean.. so why do people delight in such evil?

Yes, I am Malaysian too... *big sigh*

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

Love and Happiness..

Finally I am truly happy. Somehow, problems seem so much lighter. I can finally smile a genuine smile. Truly, you bring out the best and worst in me. You show me who I am. You brought back the love of music into my life... You love me no matter what. We've fought, we've argued..but yet we get closer after those fights... I finally have someone to hold on to when I'm scared, when I'm lost. You make me feel special, make me feel beautiful, assured.You share my dreams, you see the beauty I see, you speak my language. You help me through the roughest times...thank you, my darling, I love you.

Happy Birthday JACQKIE!!! Happy birthday CALYN!! Happy birthday soon SWEI and KAREN!! Happy birthday KIREN!!! so many October birthdays!!! :)