To be or not to be....

Monash or UniSA? Monash? UniSA? Monash? UniSA?
Which to choose!!!
Where to go??!!
What to do???!!!

Monash = Better quality, More towards what I want to head for, more expensive, More work, More stress, More theoretical, Have to take midsem and Final papaers, Better facilities, Something different, 2 years....

UniSA = Dad's more for it, 1 1/2 years, easier to transfer credits, 10% continuing student discount, cheaper, 100% coursework, geared towards working in the corporate world, same friends, same classes, same lecturers, familiar with lecturer's preferences in work, stupid facilities, closer to where I stay.

A lot of me wants to go to Monash... but I'm scared I cant cope, what more excel.... What if in the end, though i may not like being geared towards the corporate world, i'm still better at it than something theoretical? I've after all never been a theoretical person...

Oh God please help me!!!

Happy 20th!!

Happy 20th Birthday my lover, best friend and my partner, My Shaneil Ramon Devaser.
Hope you enjoyed the surprise! ;P :*

The end and the beginning...

Two more weeks and i'll be sitting on those green plastic chairs, at a see-through-the-back drawered table, praying hard, waiting to be instructed to open my question paper and begin.

Two and a half years gone in two weeks....three to be exact...

Two weeks... TWO WEEKS!!!

Sigh... how i wish those weeks would pass slower... and yet race by faster...

What will I do after that? Do what my heart calls me to do? My duty? My calling? My burden?
Or do I take the safer option? Choose the job that will earn my living? Oh my oh my...

Times passing too fast!! oh gosh....