Conscience..guilt..principles?

Lord am I worthy to wear the symbol of your sacrifice on my neck?

Am I worthy of Your residence in my heart?

How can You still love me after everything?

How can you love me after i yet again dissappoint You?

Lord, why me?

I feel so useless right now Lord.... why me? Is it real? But I'm such a failure.. a dissappointment...

Lord.... please forgive me.. I love You... I really do.... I want to serve You... Lord, consecrate me... please Lord...I need You... Is this real? I'm so confused...

I love You......