My precious....

I'ts the 12th of May, and according to my computer's time, it is 10.27 am. I am sitting in my church lounge blogging. Yes.. I am FREE!!! free from assignments, free from college, free from sleepless stressful nights of studying, free from notoriously long classes, free from kiasu-ness, free from the hassle of campus life...

Yes, i have graduated...graduated from semester 3 that is.. it officially ended with the collection of my last exam paper yesterday. woohoo!
Finally, my well deserved 2 month holiday!!!

Yes, 2 months is a looonnggg time...but u'll appreciate as much if u were in my position... you see, this long 5 month semester was indescibably turbulant and horribly difficult!! the amount of tears i shed for the project..for assignments.. the amount of coffee i consumed to keep me awake for many many nights of no sleep... I do not function well without sleep...thus comes the strained relationships and stupid decisions...hurting myself, getting drunk..mixing with the wrong crowd...my spiritual life in a mess..yes, i was a mess.. but that's over....

yes..my life was a mess


comfort food






the project...finally after all the sleepless nites and hard work and conflicts..

Jac babe.. this is just for u! :)

one of the many sleepless nites..the nite before the event..


it's called self abuse... stupid rite?


I have learnt more lessons within these 5 months itself compared to my 19 years of life on this earth.. ok ok.. maybe thats exhaggerating, but u get the picture right? :)

ok.. back to the main point... yes.. my 2 month holiday is most deserving because... after this holiday, i will have NO MORE HOLIDAYS till i graduate in May 2008. yes!!! 10 whole months straight without break!! aaahhhh!! insanity!! it's semester 4 from mid july-november, immediately after finals in november, 9 weeks of internship, followed by an immediate commencement of the final semester. like...whoa...hold it up there...my lecturer said the maximum break we'll get is 1 week.. 1 week!! 10 months of slaving and slogging, 1 week of hols! that's barely fair! in fact, not fair at all!

i thought this semester's project was hard...it's puny compared to the 2 big BIG projects semester 4 and 5 will bring...May the Lord have mercy on me....

so, this is my precious precious 2 months... i will treasure it so much....mine!! no one can take it from me...wahaha! mine....all mine... it's so precious i dont know what to do with it.. ahaha! should i work? or should i just be my sister's and mom's driver, shopping partner and dad's cuddle pillow? and the family's cook,housemaid and home decorator? haha!

Daddy may plan a holiday.... and i hope he does. i want something special..ahaha!
My precious...precious holiday.....