Thursday, June 28, 2007

You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls

You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back.

You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.

Your Blogging Type Is Thoughtful and Considerate

You're a well liked, though underrated, blogger.
You have a heart of gold, and are likely to blog for a cause.
You're a peaceful blogger - no drama for you!
A good listener and friend, you tend to leave thoughtful comments for others.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Your Eyes Should Be Blue

Your eyes reflect: Innocence and sweetness

What's hidden behind your eyes: A calculating mind


Some things.....Are better just not said at all.....
Some memories....are better forgotten......
Some people..... cannot be trusted with Your heart....
Some lessons...are better to be learnt the hard way.....

SOMETIMES.......I wish it didn't actually hurt.. that memories and feelings were eraseable.... that everyone was good..that the world was a beautiful, peaceful, unselfish and uncruel place...

SOMETIMES..... It is better just not love at all.....not to believe in people...easier not to care....


Friday, June 22, 2007


Don't try to understand females. They are impossible to understand... even I dont understand myself.... You'll drive yourself mad, sad and crazy!!!! It's insanity i tell you!! Insanity!! Mood swings are.....CRAZY!!!!

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Some things are easier said than done......

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Some fat thoughts...and more.. :P

ok.. so here's something that's been on my mind...

situation 1

girl : I'm getting fatter! (says this constantly, almost everyday)
boy : No lah, not at all..u very slim lah.

Girl blushes and is happy about it...

situation 2

girl : I'm getting fatter! (says this constantly, almost everyday)
boy : yeah, you are.

Girl gets offended and doesnt want to speak to the guy any more...

Here's what I think.. the girl is the one who called herself fat in the 1st place, which means she is the one who, in a way, allows others to agree or disagree with her, no?

So, why is it that only when the guy disagrees is she happy? cos if the girl was really actually getting fatter, and the guy lied to her, and flattered her with lies, how in the world is it gonna get into her head that she has to try to lose the weight?

plus, what kinda friendship is it, if your friend can't even tell you the truth without you throwing a fit?? kan?

I know there are many point of views of this, but sumtimes, hey...u know, if you allow a friendship to grow based on lies...the consequences are unpleasant..

Haha! me, i know im getting fatter, and yes, i am trying to lose it. I have learnt to accept my big structure, and thus i shall work on whatever i can.. as a good friend suggested, at least tone my skin ;) yes, i am trying to watch how much i eat without depriving myself of the delightful tastes of scrumptious food while enjoying every flavour of every bite( yes, i love food)....but after food comes excersize, and though it is not easy what with the condition im in, at least i can justify that i've tried....and am still trying.

I'd like to thank all my friends and family members for their honest opinions that have not only supported the growth of healthy friendships, but also given me a chance to trust, respect and cherish it.

Thank God for his mercy and grace and His healing power. Thanks to Him, i have been painless for at least 3/4 days already...and i tell you, it feels great! i really pray it lasts...

Thank you everyone who patiently helped me during the horrible painful moments..those who supported me when i couldn't walk ( literally..haha!) those who comforted me, prayed for me, supported me the best way they could.

Through this i have learnt who i can rely on and who i can trust, and i wouldn't change anything that has happened because i have learnt so much from this..thank you wonderful God,family and friends. U mean a lot to me. :)

Sunday, June 3, 2007

Dad n daughter bonding time?

Bad weather + living in a valley + irritatingly slow service =

yes, the DSL light blinks on and off..

Mr Chhoa...My dear papa!

Dad and I were driven to Barney's because the internet wouldn't work at home.. sad kan? haha!

family holidaying in Langkawi 5-9th june...

Many things have been going through my mind these few days....suddenly i feel scared of moving on in's going so fast! diploma, degree,masters?? theology?? graduation..going overseas to 19 20..then 21..then 22...then 50....*drawing deep breath*
Getting married, having kids, fullfilling my calling....uh...i fell choked and scared again..

Making wonderful friends, then having to let go of them and start a new life, new friendships all over again.. will my life always be like this? But what else can i do but embrace it and learn to adapt to my situations and make the best of it...

I suddenly feel my life is rushing by me without me realising it, and somehow, the only way i suceed or do well, is if i do things blurly...i feel like my whole life is a life of pretence...yet, i know it's not....

where's my focus? what's my motive? am i allowed to have motives? who's my priority? what is it? what do i want with my life? am i allowed to even decide what to do with my life?

Why do i go to church? is my heart right to serve? am i really giving my best out of love? Why do i feel like i never really knew God? why do i suddenly feel lost and lonely? why am i who i am? why do i know my life will be really used by God, yet i cant even justify to myself that I'm good enough? Am i gonna go through life serving blurly?

Thus, it is time to find my purpose in life, my aim, and spend a lot of time bonding with Daddy/Big boss...